I just want to ESCAPE

I SAW YOU AND I THOUGHT I COULD OFFER YOU THE WORLD, I FELT LIKE I COULD WRAP MY HAND IN YOURS TO MAKE US COMPLETE…. but i was wrong, i held out my hand and you pushed it aside, i saw you reject me in the sweetest way, and i thought everything would be fine afterword… BUT I WAS WRONG, I FELT YOU CRUSH MY HEART AND YELL AT ME, I SAW YOU THROW ME TO THE FLOOR AND KICK ME, I FEEL LIKE YOU KILLED ME… but i cant do anything about it because i cant tell the difference between WHAT I SEE and what is reality.